Soon even my mashed brains can't take no more. Everything is rolling good, but BMX is causing more stress than I have ever had before. I can't understand it. I have never been good with manuals but also never this bad! Where did it go?
That much I wrote at morning. I couldn't continue coz I was feeling anguished. Worlds has bring some pressure to my riding. I used to ride for fun and just doing some sports. I still have little bit thought of doing sports, but nothing about having fun. I don't even have any goals for Worlds. I just know if I want to go with full speed that means I have to be able to manual or jump the first obsticle. Right now neather one is working. Actually jumping is going better than manuals!!
Clark and Kent contractors has been signed to build the track for the next worlds. Same brothers did the track for Birmingham. And again the race will be indoors, so the track will be "small". Also change from previous years; first will be raced all the challenge classes. After that supercross hill will be added to the top of the 5 meters ramp. That just makes me wonder what the first jump is going to be like.. Here is a link to track designers website: www.clarkkentcontractors.com. Nice looking creations!!
Couple friends have stod by me with the "pain" I feel. It's kinda joke to feel such torment because of BMX. At the same time the pain is real. I think about this days and nights!! Today I kept myself away from riding bike.. So I were sweeping the track for 3 hours. Seriously, send me to some island where is not a bike, no tracks.. not even internet!