"I could just quit BMX". What?, was that my own thought? I don't see myself quitting BMX, but I undestand I'm getting little frustrated for struggling with the same issues over and over again. I'm tired to be bad. Outside of the track life has been even more difficult lately. My car has been more under reparation than in drive. And that's not cheap. Riding my bike to Porvoo is not big deal anymore. 20km bike ride for groceries is piece of cake.. with my old granny bike. Meanwhile I fixed the leaking roof (ok, one friend was making it possible when he came to help me... and show how it's done). Question is; when this running is gonna end? How much we actually do things in the life because we like them, and how much is the things we has to do?
Okey, Robert de Wilde's camp was something I did because I liked it. Little bit preassure to take apart to the camp is always "because I need to learn more". Two first days I got angry on myself because I didn't learn anything. The last day I told myself that if you are not learning anything then you just better enjoy it. And so I did, the last day was way best. Now all the smart heads are thinking that: yes, sure, that's how you are supposed to do it... you like it and you learn.. It's also like that but more if you never push yourself away from the comfort zone then your learning is at least gonna be pretty slow.
But, even I didn't get huge jumps or manuals, my riding felt strong. Even got some credit for the gate start and pumping!
But, even I didn't get huge jumps or manuals, my riding felt strong. Even got some credit for the gate start and pumping!
As a surprise I heard that new track in Laukaa, close to my home town, is ready. I tried to make my way there to get to ride on it. My trip was accidently stopped on half way. Little unlucky but same time lucky so I had good riding with lots of people on other track and got little more rest.. Days has been crazy. The same thing as in Spain, sometimes you just need to take it run after things to make them easier. What I mean is that I didn't have water at my cottage, because ice at winter had broke the shower. Finally I found new shower and changed it.. I was pretty happy because after riding more than 60km in a day shower is kind of nice thing to have... I also got door and roof for the storage so finally I got my MX bike moved from the main building. I got the place cleaned from mice shit... until I realized that the ice has probably broke some water pipe, because the floor in shower is all the time wet :( run Forest run... right now I'm gonna run to my grandma's and from there I will head to Europe for European Champs, World Champs and Scandinavian Champs... I'm just gonna leave my cottage and my car. There is a limit what one girl can take and we are close to that!
p.s. I got the roof ready, so next target is the starting hill for my own track :) more job, but at least this is something I want to do ;)
p.s. I got the roof ready, so next target is the starting hill for my own track :) more job, but at least this is something I want to do ;)
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