First one 2 wheels and then on 4 ;) Some freaking tiredness has land on me. Same flat feeling is on all the time. At days I'm tired and at nights I'm tired but can't fall a sleep. I think it's almost done, but still frustrates me to simply be off for a week with no reason. Well, good news are that temperature here is finally over 30. I have being sticking with 2 long sleeve jerseys even it has being over 20. Today I gave up, still had the long sleeves but had to take it off. I don't know am I really became so much Spanish coincident. I think it's that you have being frozen for all winter (it is actually cold here and during the nights you freeze your ass off) so finally when it's warm you want to feel it! Compared to Finland, yes, you are freezed, but not at nights and you wear so much clothes that finally when summer comes you just wanna strip them all off, no matter if you feel cold :)
Let me get myself be strict. Just because I could bother to be anything else :) My periods started. And OMG I was getting angry on everything. So if you ever wonder how come some lady is a shit head ones and a while and you just can't take it. So no can she! It is terrible. My main point telling you this is that ones the periods had started I was all good about everything at the same freaking second. No I can't guess when my periods starts, so I can't figure out that ou, I fell pissed off just because of that. And actually the facts that pissed me off hasn't change a bit, so I wonder should I make some moves about them or just leave it?
Let me get myself be strict. Just because I could bother to be anything else :) My periods started. And OMG I was getting angry on everything. So if you ever wonder how come some lady is a shit head ones and a while and you just can't take it. So no can she! It is terrible. My main point telling you this is that ones the periods had started I was all good about everything at the same freaking second. No I can't guess when my periods starts, so I can't figure out that ou, I fell pissed off just because of that. And actually the facts that pissed me off hasn't change a bit, so I wonder should I make some moves about them or just leave it?
Surprise surprise those things are about BMX. And I have give my word that I don't give any public opinions about anything (yes, I can talk behind backs if I feel so, doesn't sound good but believe me it took me a while to learn that's how it works). So I wonder and wonder... and came up with this thought: "will it matter in 5 years time". Good question. Will it? It sure can make a difference, but at the same time it has a good chance to not affect anything. Well, thank god I still have my roughly 50 days time to think before the next periods are here ;)
Ou, almost forgot. Today when I left the house with all summer clothes and sun classes etc. I check the mirror and accidently said to myself: damn, you look cool. So this became my lesson for the life: There is two ways to deal with your appearance 1 is to say yourself every time you pass a mirror that damn I look cool and the 2 is to not give a shit. I don't know which one I prefer... I like them both!!! :)
Ou, almost forgot. Today when I left the house with all summer clothes and sun classes etc. I check the mirror and accidently said to myself: damn, you look cool. So this became my lesson for the life: There is two ways to deal with your appearance 1 is to say yourself every time you pass a mirror that damn I look cool and the 2 is to not give a shit. I don't know which one I prefer... I like them both!!! :)
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