Xray from lugns, nothing found. EKG, nothing found. Artro MRI from hip, things found, but not possible to do anything... Next week stress test for heart. It's pretty hard to be athletic.
Some positivity: I announce February to be new hippie month. Let's try little hippie things and let's see if we get the good feeling hippies have. People are always ready to try things what are supposed to make them feel better. So why not give a go for hippieness. Why did I suddenly come up with idea like this? Well, I'm tired to be sick, so I basically I'm doing this for cycling.
Sorry the video is in Finnish, but you have your eyes, so you will understand what is it ;)
Some positivity: I announce February to be new hippie month. Let's try little hippie things and let's see if we get the good feeling hippies have. People are always ready to try things what are supposed to make them feel better. So why not give a go for hippieness. Why did I suddenly come up with idea like this? Well, I'm tired to be sick, so I basically I'm doing this for cycling.
Sorry the video is in Finnish, but you have your eyes, so you will understand what is it ;)
The changes for hippie month:
- no (chemical) sweeteners
- no prepared foods from grocery store
- cycling and walking more than driving a car, with the limits of my health
- washing my hear only with products from kitchen, no shampoos from store
- greasing my skin only with aloe vera plant, no lotions from store
This can pretty fun. The main thing is to stay happy. What ever our duty is in this world, or if it (suddenly) changes, you have to be able to re-assembly to the situation. They said that doing sports makes your brains to be able to transform for sudden changes, being able to be flexible. I think this is because when person does sports her/his brains are all the time having little changes. Their brains stay active and the change is only one impulse of many. It's just followed with a new ideas.. No shock or nothing. Just re-thinking.
Some may get the image that I'm talking about giving up. I ain't giving up. And even if I would be, there wouldn't be anything wrong with that. Giving up seems to have many various: Sometimes it's used when someones doesn't believe in their selves and stop, when other times it's used when someones has been knocking their heads on wall for a long time and the wall hasn't got no cracks on it. It's important to be able to take some distance and figure out what are the chances for getting thru. Sometimes giving up also means when you see how much (more) work you would need to do for winning Olympic gold and it doesn't feel worth it anymore. You might have some other dreams that become the number 1. That's re-organization :) Right now I'm in the moment while looking everything from the distance and thinking..
- no (chemical) sweeteners
- no prepared foods from grocery store
- cycling and walking more than driving a car, with the limits of my health
- washing my hear only with products from kitchen, no shampoos from store
- greasing my skin only with aloe vera plant, no lotions from store
This can pretty fun. The main thing is to stay happy. What ever our duty is in this world, or if it (suddenly) changes, you have to be able to re-assembly to the situation. They said that doing sports makes your brains to be able to transform for sudden changes, being able to be flexible. I think this is because when person does sports her/his brains are all the time having little changes. Their brains stay active and the change is only one impulse of many. It's just followed with a new ideas.. No shock or nothing. Just re-thinking.
Some may get the image that I'm talking about giving up. I ain't giving up. And even if I would be, there wouldn't be anything wrong with that. Giving up seems to have many various: Sometimes it's used when someones doesn't believe in their selves and stop, when other times it's used when someones has been knocking their heads on wall for a long time and the wall hasn't got no cracks on it. It's important to be able to take some distance and figure out what are the chances for getting thru. Sometimes giving up also means when you see how much (more) work you would need to do for winning Olympic gold and it doesn't feel worth it anymore. You might have some other dreams that become the number 1. That's re-organization :) Right now I'm in the moment while looking everything from the distance and thinking..
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