I got my life back today. I arrived to Helsinki. Hmmm, just to make sure tha no one missunderstands me. I do not mean the time when I used to live here, I mean the life I lost 10 days ago. The life I enjoyed. The time when didn't get sleep, because I couldn't stop thinking all the things I have tomorrow. Last 10 days which I spend in Jyväskylä, were opposite of that.
Past 9 months has also being the most stressful time of my life. Keeping this blog has being one reason for my stress. I have to write something, don't have time tho. I can't say I wouldn't have things to write about. More likely there is too much to write about so I forgot. NOW I hope I can make a change (dejavu: I might have had this wish sometimes earlier. Genie should remind me how many wishes I still have). I remember the time when I started blogging. I had clear image in my mind: I didn't want to start to write basic blog: "today I had pasta bolognese with parmesan, I visited to grocery story and trip over a kid just to see how he handles bullying". I mean I didn't want to start to list what I have done. Who cares? (Today I visited new track in Helsinki and I was really tired, who interesting is that). I did and do want to tell what kind of feelings comes with learning BMX, what is a good practice and where is nice place to ride. For an extra all diffirent try outs of new sports and interesting things in life.
I would have observant I woulds have notice that RedBull R.Evolution race is gonna be hold in Berlin. Now it's too late to buy flights etc. And I have promised to be whole Saturday at new track. Race starts at 20.00 on Finnish time. It would be awesome to watch it together with some BMX friends. Someone could invite us all to his (hers) place, also me :) The same thing for everything else. I do not have any friends over here, might be exaggeration, at the same time too true. I wish EVERYONE welcome to ask me anywhere to do anything. Like to BMX track. LOL. I seriously mean anything. Well movies are pretty lame and also reminds me about the story of my life: "I can't hang out with you coz my girlfriend doesn't like". She should buy a bike so she could come babysit you.
I have turn anti-social. I can't talk to people face to face anymore: Helsinki/Lahti? R.Evolution night?
Past 9 months has also being the most stressful time of my life. Keeping this blog has being one reason for my stress. I have to write something, don't have time tho. I can't say I wouldn't have things to write about. More likely there is too much to write about so I forgot. NOW I hope I can make a change (dejavu: I might have had this wish sometimes earlier. Genie should remind me how many wishes I still have). I remember the time when I started blogging. I had clear image in my mind: I didn't want to start to write basic blog: "today I had pasta bolognese with parmesan, I visited to grocery story and trip over a kid just to see how he handles bullying". I mean I didn't want to start to list what I have done. Who cares? (Today I visited new track in Helsinki and I was really tired, who interesting is that). I did and do want to tell what kind of feelings comes with learning BMX, what is a good practice and where is nice place to ride. For an extra all diffirent try outs of new sports and interesting things in life.
I would have observant I woulds have notice that RedBull R.Evolution race is gonna be hold in Berlin. Now it's too late to buy flights etc. And I have promised to be whole Saturday at new track. Race starts at 20.00 on Finnish time. It would be awesome to watch it together with some BMX friends. Someone could invite us all to his (hers) place, also me :) The same thing for everything else. I do not have any friends over here, might be exaggeration, at the same time too true. I wish EVERYONE welcome to ask me anywhere to do anything. Like to BMX track. LOL. I seriously mean anything. Well movies are pretty lame and also reminds me about the story of my life: "I can't hang out with you coz my girlfriend doesn't like". She should buy a bike so she could come babysit you.
I have turn anti-social. I can't talk to people face to face anymore: Helsinki/Lahti? R.Evolution night?
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