Even my training is happening for future. I don't really care about being happy and enjoying about riding today. When I finally made a progress on my manuals I was so happy. I thought that's gonna make me enjoy riding. It does, but now I'm getting worried about that my jumping is not good enough. I trick myself like I would be little kid. Time after time I tell myself that when I learn this I will just be happy and enjoy riding as it is. Well, I can tell you, that's not gonna happen.
Too often people, including me, take things for granted. Finnish people expect that they are supposed to get free education, free healthcare, they are supposed to get support money if they don't earn enough on their own. I'm supposed to get pension when I have brain damage. Suddenly things changes from gifts to somethings we are supposed to get. No one has even promise us tomorrow. So we should be happy for what we have today (and what we are today). And take everything as extra.
My quest hosting time has started. On the same day my dad leaves, arrive the next quests.. pretty cool :) In the photos my dad is building up his muscles for tomorrow, I'm building a training rack also for tomorrow. Extra is a dairy protein thing what I found from grocery store and cooker hood that we got in the kitchen!!