While I'm effervesce about healthy eating again I signed in for sugarfree month what my friend is organizing. That for all added sugar is forbidden. Novadays you have sugar in all kind of products, like bread, pretty much all canned food, tomato sauces, etc. Almost all of those are already out of my diet. I still need to cut of my sweet yogurt and salad dressing. I still can make those lovely salad dressings copied from my hippie-sister :)
Sugar is really interesting ingredient. Well the white sugar most of you buy is simply produced s**t. Forexamble sugar is not white. The addiction sugar makes is incrediable, also raw sugar does it. It's generally compared to addiction of heroin. I can't believe it's really that powerful. Even if sugar would be illegal, I can't see anyone people taking them as far as heroin addicts go, to just get sugar. On the other hand morbidly over-weight people can't feel super good ether. I know there is usually all kind of criminality involved to drugs. It's still funny to think how we are addicted to different kind of prodects; additives, sugar, medicine. Still we can not understand drug addicts.
Way from sugar to drugs was pretty easy to find. Maybe because really good friend of mine has just got in to detox department. He had to wait about 6 months to get the place. Btw. they have told that about 3% of people injecting drugs can stop it for real. Anyway this boy is super nice and thinkful, but still I don't doubt so say that I'm his only friend. By looking you can't even tell that he is has tons of drugs running in his vains. When he don't have it, you can see it. Why do I want to tell you this? Why wouldn't I? There is some people judging me of publishing this. It's time to be open and honest.
Many people has told me to not be his friend anymore. As long as he is not hurting me, why couldn't I be his friend? Maybe they feel it's dangerous around him. Do they think his gonna come and stab a needle to my back? Well but everyone else has stop being in connection with him, there must be reason? I think that reason is that they can not understand someone living their lives like that. It's hurting them to see what he is doing. But actually it's not him who is hurting them. It's them who is hurting themselves. Why he just doesn't stop using? Well, why do you keep on eating sugar? It's not doing enything good for you. I just read an article about that first time young people try out drugs they get it injected. That is probably true and really scary. It tells me how we have grown in the world where you get your happiness from some substances. Sugar, drug, those doesn't give you the pure feeling of happiness what comes from inside of you.
I find that we always need to understand to be able to accept. Like drug addicts, brain injury, everything. I know people who know about my brain injury and they still wonder how lazy I am. Even if I would have done 3 x 45min training they are still judging me. Gladly novadays I can accept their failures. I do feel sorry for them to being most of the time pissed of for others when they can't understand anything else than themselves.
I'm not perfect on these, but for the next time when you are feeling angry or hurt by someone: Did the otherone hurt you or did you hurt yourself by expecting something from otherones? And the otherone to think or more to realize is that we don't always need to know what's going on. Just accept it.
From accepting I get to my car. It passed the warrant of fitness and I'm allowed to drive it again! That means more BMX!!!!! :) Here is my last gate practce. Attention. This is not perfect, do not copy it :)
Sugar is really interesting ingredient. Well the white sugar most of you buy is simply produced s**t. Forexamble sugar is not white. The addiction sugar makes is incrediable, also raw sugar does it. It's generally compared to addiction of heroin. I can't believe it's really that powerful. Even if sugar would be illegal, I can't see anyone people taking them as far as heroin addicts go, to just get sugar. On the other hand morbidly over-weight people can't feel super good ether. I know there is usually all kind of criminality involved to drugs. It's still funny to think how we are addicted to different kind of prodects; additives, sugar, medicine. Still we can not understand drug addicts.
Way from sugar to drugs was pretty easy to find. Maybe because really good friend of mine has just got in to detox department. He had to wait about 6 months to get the place. Btw. they have told that about 3% of people injecting drugs can stop it for real. Anyway this boy is super nice and thinkful, but still I don't doubt so say that I'm his only friend. By looking you can't even tell that he is has tons of drugs running in his vains. When he don't have it, you can see it. Why do I want to tell you this? Why wouldn't I? There is some people judging me of publishing this. It's time to be open and honest.
Many people has told me to not be his friend anymore. As long as he is not hurting me, why couldn't I be his friend? Maybe they feel it's dangerous around him. Do they think his gonna come and stab a needle to my back? Well but everyone else has stop being in connection with him, there must be reason? I think that reason is that they can not understand someone living their lives like that. It's hurting them to see what he is doing. But actually it's not him who is hurting them. It's them who is hurting themselves. Why he just doesn't stop using? Well, why do you keep on eating sugar? It's not doing enything good for you. I just read an article about that first time young people try out drugs they get it injected. That is probably true and really scary. It tells me how we have grown in the world where you get your happiness from some substances. Sugar, drug, those doesn't give you the pure feeling of happiness what comes from inside of you.
I find that we always need to understand to be able to accept. Like drug addicts, brain injury, everything. I know people who know about my brain injury and they still wonder how lazy I am. Even if I would have done 3 x 45min training they are still judging me. Gladly novadays I can accept their failures. I do feel sorry for them to being most of the time pissed of for others when they can't understand anything else than themselves.
I'm not perfect on these, but for the next time when you are feeling angry or hurt by someone: Did the otherone hurt you or did you hurt yourself by expecting something from otherones? And the otherone to think or more to realize is that we don't always need to know what's going on. Just accept it.
From accepting I get to my car. It passed the warrant of fitness and I'm allowed to drive it again! That means more BMX!!!!! :) Here is my last gate practce. Attention. This is not perfect, do not copy it :)
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