| | Yabba dabba duu! I'm not sick anymore! And another round cheering that I finally got started with my BMX training program!! First the season ended and I was supposed to start training because I couldn't train that during the season (coz I fractured my back as you can see on slideshow on left side).. But then I got the idea to build a track on my yard.. and then I started to fix/build an storage place... I left my project still half way and got to Spain. It has being the same old over here. Running after wrong things. Or the things are really much right and even more real but non of them starts with B. Now they do! |
The year totally doesn't start on clean table. My projects are far from ready and my appartment is hardly ok to live in. But this on I'm allowed to do only one thing per day to get the apartment progress and all the rest are going to be BMX. And cherry on top, my facebook-page got over the 2015 likes :) Yey!! I'm super happy for that :)
Year 2014 has been one of the toughest year this far. No it really can not be, but I have cried the most I have since being baby. By crying I don't mean complaining kinda crying (when someone makes issue about me saying my opinion). I mean real crying. And why is that? I can truly say that this year I have pushed my limits too many times. I can totally say that I gave my best. At the same time I'm complacent and I'm happy the year ends now. That kind of on going performance is not really living.
I have learned a lot from 2014. The most prized lesson has being to stand behind your own story. The same goes with training and with your opinions. We shouldn't waste our lives to pleased others. If the don't like the way I work they have their legs to go on.. Just need to believe and respect your own thoughts. Standing behind my own thoughts are more valid for me than friendship where you need to lie. I have 2 or 3 things I follow in my life and one of them is that I do not lie. I have got some shit about me saying my opinions aloud and public. That's who I am and who I will be. There is enough faceless people who have never opinion on anything and nothing will ever change by that way. There is a reason if I have opinion on something. If you think different please feel welcome to tell me that and justify it. I'm gonna be Outi in the future too, only one exception: if anyone comes and asks my opinion about Finnish BMX I will tell that it's looking good. And if someone comes to complain me about something in Finnish BMX I will tell them that by telling me it doesn't change nothing. I'm not gonna take that ball again that I go and say the things others are complaining about aloud and get the shit on my shoes from that.
I have learned a lot from 2014. The most prized lesson has being to stand behind your own story. The same goes with training and with your opinions. We shouldn't waste our lives to pleased others. If the don't like the way I work they have their legs to go on.. Just need to believe and respect your own thoughts. Standing behind my own thoughts are more valid for me than friendship where you need to lie. I have 2 or 3 things I follow in my life and one of them is that I do not lie. I have got some shit about me saying my opinions aloud and public. That's who I am and who I will be. There is enough faceless people who have never opinion on anything and nothing will ever change by that way. There is a reason if I have opinion on something. If you think different please feel welcome to tell me that and justify it. I'm gonna be Outi in the future too, only one exception: if anyone comes and asks my opinion about Finnish BMX I will tell that it's looking good. And if someone comes to complain me about something in Finnish BMX I will tell them that by telling me it doesn't change nothing. I'm not gonna take that ball again that I go and say the things others are complaining about aloud and get the shit on my shoes from that.
 | For year 2015 I have a goal to meditate every single day and also to learn to jump. BTW. my manuals are feeling pretty good!! :) I have been thinking about starting my own BMX team. That would be so cool, but instead of that I make a promise that I will not take more projects! The originally resolution was to stink bad most of the year. Meaning that I will train as much as my body allows me to :) Let's make year 2015 worth of remembering.. how about one goal for each month? Nah, again more projects.. No more!! :) Happy New Year! Thanks to everyone and specially huge appreciation to the ones who has supported me <3 |
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