Everyday life is making me wonder a bit. I have seen a little how it is, also everything is still gonna change, probably many times. At the moment my high lights of the day are: shower, 20min walks, quiet breakfast or using toilet all by myself. I'm not even dreaming to get all those done in one day. For summer and BMX I'm not expecting a lot. Previous summer one Finnish BMX mom showed that it's possible to keep on training and racing with 4 months old son. On the other hand there is many kind of babies, as well as there is moms. Telling the truth my baby has been so easy this far, but it doesn't mean that this wouldn't be tuff for me, at least a huge change.
During pregnancy or giving a birth my body didn't get much damage. I'm still not allowed to start to do sports and I can feel those 20min walks.. I was gonna start to do gate starts, but then I understood that those if something are "ripping" movement and I you really need abs for that. There wouldn't be no wonder about getting back to BMX if I would feel we have a good group, good positive vibes and team spirit. And there probably is something like that going on, but I'm not part of it. It's not a group where I belong to. I dream about those holiday meets we had in California on the track. Everyone brought a food and we ate it together. Had fun as a family, a huge family! I hope we will have that in Jyväskylä, in my home town. Just need to get BMX started. The cycling people I have got to know from here are so nice. If I don't get them in to BMX, maybe they get me in to their cycling sports... As we know, it's not that hard to get me excited :D
Life is good <3