Ride your bike and let your brake drag a bit. So frustrating. Keep on going like that for a year or so, and you don't even think about it anymore. That's just how it is... you push forward and keep on going... until the brake simply stops you from moving. 

This is how it has being for me for past year... or longer. We have been talking about mycoplasma for long time. I have visited a doctor easily 20 times and mention this everytime. Have got some antibiots but no test, nothing. Until now. I'm in Finland and the first 5 days here I was seing doctor every single day.

Got the results from the test and said some bad words. It's nice to know what is and has being the problem but mycoplasma is something you don't want to have. Now I have medicines, lots of them. The most important thing is to not do sports. Nothing that heart rate would go over 140. For 2 months about. I hope less, but also that might not be enough. Heart rate 140 sounds like piece of cake but when I simply stand up my heart rate is 120-130. 

My tips for everyone who do sports, keep checking your rest heart rate. Check:
1. when you wake up, before you stand up
2. Stand up, stay still, the highest during 1min.
(3. Keep on standing and the heart rate after standing 3min)

"130 people got killed in France, ou shit, life goes on" What did just happen? I read a horrible news and with no reaction kept on going. I'm living in the World where happens so much bad things that I don't care anymore. Of course I'm glad I or anyone close to me wasn't over there. But that's not really enough. How is it possible that everyone are terrified but no one can do nothing? If all the countries with civilization and most of the other countries too feel bad about this, how is it possible that these things keep on happening, again and again?

On a street I pass beggar. Later on same day, about 60 years old lady is going thru the rubbish bins if she happened to find something. In Spain the situation is bad. People don't have job, and the ones who have are lucky to be slaves. They truly work 10-12h in a day, hard as work, to get 50euros. Others live on street. Or maybe someone has been kind enough to give them place to stay for night, but on daytime they are begging on street. Or stealing. So ones I pass the person begging, she or he is not maybe so bad. She could be breaking in to someones home. The main thing is still that, I just walk pass this and don't do nothing. That really sucks. I know I can't help everyone, but also I know here is pretty many of us and together we could do so much.

What happened in civilization that killed the will for helping others? The will to share and work as commutiny. Old memory from ten years back keeps on popping to my mind. When I were in Tanzania to build a school in a small village I gave a pack of chewing gum to a kid. He didn't think even a second. He open the packet, divided every pieces to two, and gave them to all the kids around him. It took me a while to understand what just happened. Truly I didn't even come up with idea to share it to all. I think this kid didn't even get one piece to himself.

I'm sorry people in France. I'm sorry for people on this earth.

What comes to BMX, I strongly recommend everyone to start to ride some cycling sport where you sit down. Everyone, also the kids. I have been riding on roadbike and my legs are already spinning so much better. Also my muscles are getting on better and so is respiratory system. Even, believe it or not, I can see my skills getting better on road bike! The other thing I'm training more at the moment is core and balance. Both of them have straight impact to my riding! Here is my gate-battery-system: