And then to the future. First the subject which I mentioned on my last post. The one I were slightly imberresed about. My on going weight loss project has took over big time. I'm tired of struggling about it. I have decided that if I don't get my weight down and my fitness up. I don't need to race next season. Simply as that. When season ended I weight outstanding numbers over 82kilos! Now I'm somewhere on 78kg and still need to go down for 6 to8 kg. I feel ashamed of still having the same battle going on. Well, now when I have say this to the public, I hope it will encourage me! :( I will start a new diet and I have even weight loss hypnos sound recordings, and I want this working! :)
And for the cherry on top I will start my stress-free life again. Last months I have been stressing big time because of all my plans. Or not for the plans, for the other people and what they think when I get nothing done. I wanna get a own track to my yard by my cottage, but it doesn't look like it's going any where. Actually it has gone forward, but everything is so slow motion. So I worry about others whom I have told about it. Now I stop worring. Because I will get it done at some day. When I have time for it. All the help is more than welcome. My mum and dad visited my place for two days and things got so much forward!! And everytime I try to do something things start to happen. Like that I fill my diesel car with petrol. And it takes all the way to midnight to get back home.