At downtown I met many other people who has got brain damage too. Everyone are carrying pretty tough bag on their back. What was surprising to me almost all the other ones are still going to rehabilitation to the brain injury center in Finland. I have been there 2 times in my life. The last one was 9 years ago. Also I was told that with my injury I would be allowed to have personal assistant to help me to deal things. Mostly that would be great with paper things. They take so much energy and I have so much what I just have skipped year after year.
But now I'm on my way back to Spain. I can say that I'm glad I didn't take any longer holiday in Finland. First of all I have been sick all the time. And also I miss Spain a lot. I miss riding my bike! I have got my things sorted out pretty well in Spain so all I have left is to chill and ride. I can tell you that BMX fits to my brain injured life pretty damn good. At morning I go to ride and about 3 pm I'm already looking for naps. After I wake up I go to train again. Have some projects or something and it's evening. I have many projects going on all the time. That's because I used to have 24/7 time to fill with nothing to do. I got some project and it took me maybe 3 hours to finnish. Then I still had about 9 hours time in the same day that I would be awake and need something to do. The same thing for 365 days in the year.. Not anymore. Now I have program which fits to my own schedule and at the same time it creates the schedule.